She said: "I feel broken. My body feels like it forgot about me, like we're no longer connected, my body and me. I feel used and I don't even know why. I feel like I'm playing a part instead of coming our and saying what I truly feel. I feel like the doctors and and 'care takers' are taking care of themselves, but not me. I feel that I'm shuffled from one 'specialist' to another and that they collect my sorry ass co-pay and move me on to the next expert, who then does the same routine on me and sends me on my way. I don't feel like I have any other life, but this one that involves a lot of travel to and from doctor's offices. This isn't the life I had mapped out for me when I was younger. I didn't even thing about doctors then. I didn't have any use for them. Now, they're closer to me than my own family. They know more about me than the people I love, and the don't seem right. That's just not right. And, that's why I feel broken." Stumble It!
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