Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
She said: "I see through these eyes, but these eyes are not me. I breathe through this nose, but this nose is no me. I eat through this mouth and taste with this tongue but this mouth and tongue are not me, anymore than these feet that I walk on and run with. The clothes that I wear are not me; the songs that I sing are not me; this heart that beats within me and that feeds me each second of every day that I live; all this and more is no more 'me' than skin is, than the moon is, than fire is or even these words are me. I can't be defined that simply because I am much more complex than that."Sunday, June 27, 2010
He said: "The flowers always knew where they had to go. There was never any question or doubt. They came into my garden knowing where to bloom. They knew where their seed should fall and where there was likelihood that their line would survive into the Summer and into the Fall and Winter. They knew how to protect themselves and survive. They know how to dazzle, distract, slow down their prey, attract what will be the best for them. The flowers know. I don't know how they do it, but I'm certain now that they know."Thursday, June 24, 2010
He said: "Shoot the piano player, because he's watching. Shoot the piano player because he's French; because he's crazy; because he can't see us, and if he did, wouldn't know who we are. All he knows about is black and white and he doesn't know who is chasing him or why. He has to wait, just as we have to wait, for the last shot. That shot is followed by the resolution of the story as we see the piano player falling, then sliding on the icy hill, then gliding to a stop because that's the end of the movie."Monday, June 21, 2010
She said: "They had to leave in a hurry taking what they could quickly grab before they left. The others were coming for them and they had to be gone quickly. The war was over and the grand homes were now mostly emptied of people, except for the ones who tended the fields. Except for the dark ones who tended the house, except for the Asians who poured the cooling drinks for them. They had to leave by horseback and by helecopter from the roof of the embassy, and this was their last chance to go before it all came down around them and the world that they had built around them to be safe and to have the life they thought was theirs to have for the taking. Now, they had to leave before it all came down around them and the things that they loved."Saturday, June 19, 2010
She said: "I always wanted to be a dancer. Dancers just seemed to me to be the most liberated people in the Universe. They are so free! Free to take space and stretch it and fold it and make it what they want it to be. And they make their bodies do things that God, herself, must have invented especially for them. Dancers do things that are special! Dancers do things to make old things seem new; in a better light. A dancer knows things about the body that others can not know. Dancer are happiest when they are throwing themselves into space, into pure air, into folding, into leaping, into wrapping air around their selves, jumping, rolling, rising and falling and spinning and into creating a new set of rules and a new language that only Dancers, themselves, can recognize and understand. That's why I always wanted to do that."Friday, June 18, 2010

He said: "I had a big life and I did a lot of things outdoors. I painted some and made music and, you know, life was large. That is until they found the small thing on my brain. After that everything changed and as the small thing began to slowly grow, my life became smaller and then more smaller and I tried hard not to be the small thing, but to fight to stay the larger thing that I know that I am, to be the whole thing and not the thing divided between the small thing and the rest of the world. It's hard because I can't really throw away the small thing. I have to work with it to find some accommodation, to allow it to be a part of me, but to not be me totally. Do you know what I mean?"
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
He said: "I was part of a Rock 'n' Roll band in the 1980s. We started in the basement and ended up some time later on the road. Most of our days were filled up with driving from one gig to the next gig, up and down the East and West coasts. Connecting the dots was one of the many thankless jobs that someone needed to perform in order for the "magic" to happen. It was brutal! The driving, even after we were able to work our way up to a second van, was brutal. Just awful. Boring. Tedious. Painful. Anyway, one of the obstacles we'd look out for was heavy weather. A good size storm could make us late for the next gig and that affected our budget. It was simple, really: No Play, No Pay. One of the other things that could slow us down would be problems with the vans. I, by accident, caused us to loose a good paying gig by accidentally (I swear!) set one of the vans on fire. I was bored. We all smoked back then. I absent mindedly shoved a cigarette butt down a hole I had found in the back seat, between the fake wood panelling and the side of the van. In almost no time at all, the van filled up with smoke, I guess, from the insulation that was not supposed to burn, but did. We had to pull over because of the smoke. The second van soon caught up with us, but by that time the first van was a smoke or fog machine and we tried to empty it before the equipment was toast. That was a heavy thing to carry around within the band. From that night on, I was "the guy who set the van on fire."


